I've been emotionally disturbed these past few weeks and I can't focus on my work because of this turmoil.
This feeling started when I realized that I'm not happy with my work anymore because I'm used to the same old tales in the office. I'm looking for a new environment, new challenges and new kinds of stuff. I'm not against with my colleagues there, they are all my friends but as for me, I want to tend my resignation because I feel that I'm not enjoying anymore and I'm so frustrated that until now, the course that I took when I was in college, (which is Broadcast Communication) is still an elusive dream for me to work in a Network Station or Advertising Company. Yes, I've tried to applied there before, but the results are still pending. I'm not trying to sound sour grasping here, I just want to use my course in every work I'm going to because I didn't take Broadcast Communication for nothing. I have this dream that someday I'll be able to work in these reputable institutions. Even if I'll start to work as a Production Assistant, it's fine with me because every beginner should start from scratch before you'll get the higher position. I just hope that in time, that this dream of mine will turn into reality. The good thing is, I have lots of friends who keep on reminding me to do my job better, work harder, be patient and never stop believing to chase the dream I want. There's also my mother who's been very supportive to me all throughout. She keeps on reminding me that I should be thankful for every blessing that comes my way and the work that I have right now should be loved too because not all people are blessed to have a descent work. Why I should dwell on the fact that in the meantime, my destiny to work in these media outlets is not yet my time? All I have to do is just focus on my previous work and make goal settings of what are my utmost priority. Then I realized, maybe I was just preoccupied and tired of my usual routine and I forgot to look on the brighter side of these things that's been happening to me. I'm sorry Dear Lord for my attitude. Thank you because I have these support groups like my friends and my family and also to you my Dear God for all the love and blessings you've given to me every day. Hay! I'm too mellow dramatic here. Hehe
Though I'm suffering from this dilemma right now, I chose to be focused and be inspired in every little thing I do. I'll just wait for the right time to come on this journey I called life.
PS: So inarte mode lang ako. HAHAHAH Happy Sunday! :)
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eto po ang ginawa kong basehan nung ganyan din ang napi-feel ko nung magresign ako last year sa company ko --stay if you're happy leave if you're not. as simple as that. :P eventually kasi kapag talagang hindi ka na masaya--ang quality na rin ng work mo ang magsasuffer. Ako din naman, I've always dream of working in one of the media entities dito or overseas pero sometime we have to do things 'First things first" in order to survive. Bata pa naman tayo so we've still got time to undergo these changes...
goodluck on your future endeavors and keep on writing! :P
Pero kahit ano pa man, just keep giving your best in everything. Let's just be thankful. At least may trabaho tayo, yung iba nga wala.
Pag-isipan mo muna. Whatever decision, we're just here.
Fighting! :)
at agree din ako na "Kung talagang para sa iyo ang iyong bagay, kahit gaano ka echos ang destiny, mapupunta parin sa iyo yun"
@Joris--nga pala, if ever magreresign ka-- make sure na may back up ka ng work or may savings ka habang wala kang work. Nangyari sakin last year yan eh---after kong magresign nagrest muna ako at paubos na pala savings ko. good thing at nakahanap agad ako ng malilipatan. Ang mali ko--hindi agad ako naghanap ng work habang nasa current work ko pa ako...